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a wall not to distance but to protect
a mask not to decieve but to stop from being judged
a barier not to distance but to stop the pain that you share
blinds not to sheild from the light but to let me just sleep through all this
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…because I don;t understand our relationship. Sometimes I feel like we’re friends, sometimes I feel like we’re more than friends. but sometimes I feel like i’m just a stranger to you…
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It is the things that are hard to price that is worth the most
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The distance breaks almost everyone
for those who survive it they are extremely lucky
for those that don’t make it ends in two lone puddle of tears
but those that do they say distance only fuels your love -
only two things are able to make me smile and cry at the same time. Click, the movie, and my girl. Sometimes what you say hits me hard, but then I remember how much we love each other. <3
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♥.
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goodbye cali …
This holiday was by far the best of my life. It was perfect in so many ways and so undiscribable in a thousand more. I had a great time and met some friends that I wish to treasure dearly, making this end the start but the start to a long wait until I ever see them again. Now as I sit on this plan in the pitch dark looking at lights of distant civalizations in the horrizan and the perfectly alligned constalations in the sky, I feel like a whole growing larger as I leave and a deep darkness that is filled with the light a a slim glimmer of hope that I will ever see these friends again.
As the distance from us grows large I start to think deeper into the fact that I’m leaving the sunshine. I’m leaving the beach. I’m leaving San Fransisco. I’m leaving my love, I’m leaving my girl, but I know I will never stop loving her and I am certain that we can make it through together. It’s going to be a hard bumpy ride much like this flight but we will make it to our destination.
Now the time that we had together starts to fall back into vivid memory.
Our sunset. Our park. Our Beach. Our laughter late at night. Our moments in the morning. And you in my arms as we peacfully sleep at night.
Just to capture what we shared is near impossible. Just to forget all that has happened will be even harder. We are unique and same. We are together but not. We are in love. SO SCREW YOU WORLD! and thanks for being fair to me for once but I’m still holding a grudge that I can’t be with her every day! You make each day a challege but this challege I enjoy theres no easy way though commitment but there is always a smile at the other side.
Lucy Hong, I Love You <3
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am i an idiot for want what i might only be able to have for a short while?
or does that make me a person that flows his hear because even though i know that time is short i still try so hard to get that i want anyway?
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how come the fall for love is so easy, but to tell someone your in that hole is not? why do we feel heartache and past memories when others create new ones cuddling by the fire? where should love end and if it does is it love? can we chose who to love and if we cant, can we make someone love us? is it fair that we break hearts just to mend your own? does it cost to love and if no how come it costs to show it? love is complex multidimensional both yes and no, both true and false, but all I know for sure is i have a feeling and id like to call it love :)
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for you
(via idiot-maniac)
